Dear God,
Why do I feel dry in your Spirit?
Why do I feel that the fire has died within me, yet so many claim they see the light of You, of God, burning brightly? Why do I have to feel moments of doubt, distrust, disbelief, stages of anger and stages of loneliness when it comes to You, Father? ... Why can't I be completely consumed by You? Why can't I be used be You? Why do I feel self-righteous at times? Why do I feel afraid?
(Rachel Scott)